The Script - "Six Degrees Of Separation" LIVE Studio Session

Tastemakers of The Script! uuuuuh ;3

The Script - "Six Degrees Of Separation" LIVE Studio Session

Tastemakers of The Script! uuuuuh ;3

A.F.F.E.N - Like Life's Easily Ended (Radio Edit) Studio Version

it's Indonesian ! :) xx

It's been a long long long very long time til I get back into this site! Hows ur day people? Don't have anything to say, everything gets harder everyday. and I'm learning how to appreciate every little thing! Good Evening! <3 xx.

"We Are Young" - fun. (ft. Sam Tsui)

They're really good to cover or mashup someone else songs. and this is bring other color! xx

"DJ Got Us Falling In Love" - Usher

It was an old song! but i dunno when i heard him sing it, i fallin in that song twice :3 xx

Domino (Jessie J) - Sam Tsui

It"s really really cool ;3 I luv u sam tsui<3

Michael Jackson Medley

if you wanna listen MJ's songs just for awhile, look this! :3 xx

"Imagine" - John Lennon - Tucson Tribute - (Sam Tsui / AHMIR cover)

relax dude! it's a sleep song (?) xx

King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles

Kurt and Sam kinda cute! They're really funny :3 hoho.
ohya Sam's voice is a boy version of Sara! hahaha. xx

"Lighters" / "Super Bass" MASHUP!!

I will never forget the 'Lighters' song. it always bring some memories back. and now i heard it on mashup!!

"So Sick" - Neyo (ft. Sam Tsui & Max Schneider)

Cause I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tearsssssss ):

"One More Night" - Maroon 5 (ft. Sam Tsui)

wrooaarrrr :3 makes me dance!

fisrt school day after long holiday. haha. I was sleep at 00.30 am last night. and woke up at 04.30 this morning. actually, this such a tiring day. but I enjoying it. coz I miss my friends just too much! heem, bout this nine grade, I hate homeworks, I hate test, I hate exercise, I love friends! yuhuuuu. sorry I'm crazy. ohya, lately some of my friends are fake. when our task more and more, they don't even finish it. but when there's no homeworks, they really enthusiasm to study. ckckck crazier friends ever.

BoyzIIBoys Acapella Medley (arr. by Legaci)

They're not boyband, and they just finished their junior high. lol.
This is the first video for their new formation, after Adera out.
THEY'RE STILL CRAZY AND MORE CRAZY. I bet you'll like it<3. xx

BoyzIIBoys - Dilema [ CherryBelle Cover ]

Kali ini, produk Indonesia bro! siapa sih yang gatau BoyzIIBoys? #eyaaa hahaha.
I always lol when watching their video! kinda luv it, they're cute n funny. I bet u should browsing it more. ohya, di video ini, sayang banget Adera udah keluar :( but they're still crazy! xx

Westlife-In This Life (Lyrics)

Let the world stop turning, let the sun stop burning, Let 'em tell me love's not worth going thru. If it falls apart, I'll know deep in my heart. The only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, i was loved by you<3.
Pay attention please for the lyric. I wonder if 'he' always gonna be this romantic :3 Westlife, I heart you! lol. xx

Usher - Scream [Lyric Video]

This is the newest song from Usher!
If you wanna scream, yeaah! Let me know and I'll take u there~
This 'Scream' isn't less great as 'Whistl' by flo rida. I'd like to listen it all da time. xx

Flo Rida - Whistle [Lyric Video]

Can you blow my whistle, baby? B-) Le' me know!
It's really a pretty nice song! Flo Rida I luv ya!
Listen to it and you'll floating and flying. xx

HI. I dunno what should I post right now. I just don't want back to school tomorrow! Who's agree? haha. but somehow, I miss my friends. They're funny when they think they don't. But, i want share some video from youtube. coz it's really bored right now!

Dave Days - Don't Let Go (Acoustic)

Maroon 5 Medley! - Victoria Justice & Max Schneider

another medley of Max and Victoria. I bet this medley also directed by Kurt Schneider! hahaha. They're awesome ;;) and i really really like it! xx

Bruno Mars Medley! - Victoria Justice & Max Schneider

I bet, you won't get bored to listen this medley. than.. the original singer! haha, it's amazing. xx

"Lightning" - Alex Goot

another song that directed by Kurt Schneider!
Alex Goot ir kinda cute;;) HAHA. pay attention to the lyric, it makes me wonder. ;p xx

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful (5 Piano Guys, 1 piano) - ThePi...

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful (5 Piano Guys, 1 piano) - ThePi...

Right Arms?

There's someone out there. he used to be my everything. he treated me like I was his everything. He was always there when I need him. I was able to tell him everything. but he left me for a long time. He didn't notify me at all. Just walked away, disappeared. I tried to stand alone. fight everything on my own. nothing special. And I was missing him so much. I've been able to forget. But, guess what? He comes back. I felt like 'why when I already forgot him, he just came back as that easy. But, he tried to explain all the things went wrong. I started to trust him again. And I trusted him. He was telling me that when I'm not there with him, he miss me all along. and I believe it. what a weak girl I was. We used to talk everyday. Like the other boys, he always sent me a 'good morning text' and a 'good night text'. tell me who aren't happy, if a boy make her his special? or how it seems. I was too serious with this love story. I was carried away. I making him my everything too. We get better every time. He told me that he felt so comfort to tell me everything, I keep comprehend him in every situation. He told me that i was his best. But after all that he said, he left me again. for the second times. is that making any sense? I try to turn my brain and think harder and further. Now, I'm feeling stupid to be his doll. and I realized, he can pretending every time he wants. and I know what should I do, when he come back to me. as before. and right, he's come back. begging for other chances. you know, boy? I'm smarter right now. You're late (:

sometimes love doesn't make sense. but mix it with logic. you'll find the right arms to catch you.
I'm sorry if it's too long. #BasedOnTrueStory

Empty.

tried to take a picture of love. didn't think i'd miss him that much. i wanna fill this new frame, but it's empty. tried to write a letter in ink. it's been getting better i think. i got a piece of paper, but it's empty.
maybe, we're trying too hard. maybe we're torn apart. maybe the timing is beating our hearts. so, we're empty. and i've even woner if we should be getting under these sheets. we could lie in this bed, but it's empty.

Next Chapter

Some people stuck in their problem just too long. They often don't appreciate the good things in front of them. They're too busy to focus on that problem that make them doing a foolish action.
He, just wanna see us to be thankful for what we got. Don't panic, use your brain, think and pray.
Don't ask him to guide your footsteps, if you're not willing to move it.
Forget what we've lost, and think to make it better. Your 'next chapter' are ready. xx

why I gave it's name 'alexithymia' ?

actually, I'm an alexithymia too. so that's why my blog's name it is. when an alexithymia got a problem, they usually stress too much, and hide it from everybody. for me, I'll tell it to people who i trusted. I just wanna share 'bout all my feeling here. so, I'm gonna spamming here. Please be able to read every sentences of my complain. xx :p

Beautiful in my opinion has nothing to do with looks. it's how u're as a person and how u make others feels 'bout themselves.